It's actually easier said than done. but, I will try. I messed up my life in just a couple of hours. Like seriously, $20k down the drain in just few minutes. Fuck my life. I wish I didn't deposit all on that day and gamble like I'm not myself. I messed up. Have to move on is what people said and I realize it is the right thing to do. But I just can't.
Again just let me vent all my trouble here, I am not asking you guys to send me fund or anything. I just need a place to explain how worthless I am.
How am I supposed to tell my family that the fund I have saved for my future and my mom's medical bills gone. In less than a day. Over a year. On gambling? They'll kill me.